But for me, I Have to Change to Survive in the Countries Like Amarica

 





First time I have Halloween with my Amarican family I have so much fun. I was a princess in the Halloween. In Russia I never had Halloween, before, but now I do.

I never give up on my parents or my sisters or brothers.

Sometimes I feel like I want be like my mom, Oksana, from Russia. It’s hard for me to learn. In Russia I run away or do bad things. I have lots of problems about my life. My Amarican family very strict on me but I still love them no matter what. I do still have bad behaviors like try to run away or hurt myself but another day police have to come and see what is going on for me.

But I need help myself and also I have to learn my responsible and my actions about my life. Before when I am in home in , long time I used to run away or hurt myself.

And also in Halloween we take some pictures on the porch.

But kids who never change to adopted from families they nobody taught them how to be good person.   I do love myself, who I am. Kids who not have family in the country’s they not have a support or education.

But for me, I have to change to survive in the countries like Amarica. But in Russia I probably never taught to be a good person because nobody to give me love or support like my family from Amarica. But everybody needs love or support. Again thank you for government help Amarican parents to adopted me.

In the Halloween I give to kids a candy and so much to see that, give them a candy.

I tried to stab myself with nails and that not OK but I been calm, after, and everything OK. I will love to be happy all the time because when I make not good choices, always make bad choices, make me so sad and not make me happy.

But I will love to help to children who not have family because make me so sad about it. But reality, everybody need help. Family always good for me or someone. It’s hard to learn for some people, like me. But really, everybody need help. But I love that my parents Amarican give me a good love and also take of me. I love to spend time with my family.

I like Halloween because it is so much fun.

When I have freedom, make me so happy about it.

I know in Russia they never had Halloween.

I know that my brain, it’s damaged by my Russian mom, Oksana because sometimes it’s hard to learn for myself. I do love myself because make me so happy about it, my life. People who helping give me a support and love and care about me. Again thank you for my parents and government for a good support and caring about me.

 

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