When I Have to Divorce my Brother and Sisters

Two of Emily's sisters; Natalia Anatolievna Moisieva (Now Analise Natasha Simmons) with her sister, Lidia Anatolievna Moisieva at their orphanage in Yekaterinovka, Promorsky Krai, Russia.

 

The first time I signed papers about get adopted, my sister and my brother, that happened in the fall and I been thinking about it every day. And same time make me happy or sad. I never meet my brother or sister before. I never saw them before. Also I remember that about my sister or brother, before, that they going to be adopted from Amarican families.

 

 

I hope see them someday. My Amarican dad told me that maybe we going to see them someday. Also, it’s hard for me pay attention on fall, winter, summer, spring. And it’s hard for me when flowers grow on the ground.

 

 

Sometimes I thought I never see my sister or brother again. Their names are Maria (girl) and Vitale (boy). Sometimes I feel nervous about new family who adopted my sister and brother. I talk to director from my orphinige. She said they already adopted from orphinige. I found out about my sister and brother that they adopted from orphiniges. I am happy for them. I cannot talk to them about them. My adoption very good. I feel happy, my adoption. My family amazing. But Vitale and Maria, I don’t know about them. I been waiting for a long time to get adopted. I adopted because it’s hard for me because is different like keep rules. But in the Amarica always you are keep rules but in Russia you are never keep rules because why it is hard for me. My family caring about me and they loving me.

 

I don’t like orphinige because they treat me very bad. My family before the orphinige they not good. I miss my sister (Maria) and my brother (Vitale). I never saw them . I found out because director told me that they going to Amarica. And I feel happy and sad because I signed papers. They told me I needed sign papers make sure they went to a new family from Amarica. They ask me if I wanted if them got adopted like come to Amarica because my Russian family not good at all. I want adopted because my family and sisters or brother adopted, too. I want help my sister and my brother make sure they get families and also make sure they was be happy all the time.

 

I will say to my sister and brother that I love them and miss them. Because I got adopted my new Amarican family because they think they need to help me and give me love because they need help at orphiniges like me. If my sisters and brothers not get adopted then we might going to die.

 

In the orphinige they so mean about it. I miss Vitale and Maria. They been adopted for long time, now. I got excited because my sisters and brother adopted and always me. Kids in the orphinige some, they excited get adopted and come to Amarica always. I feel that when my sisters and brother getting adopted they get easy to adopted and make me so happy about it all the time. . They never supposed to tell you about agency adoption.

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