Run Away Eat Pigs Dogs and Owes

I run away from orphinige and I have big consequences. I broke window and I was going to run away to Natasha, my friend and stay with her.

Kids from orphinige think I am so crazy. I feel that I am so angry and upset when people from orphinige give me consequences. I did so many bad choices in Russia, like I threaten people with knives. And one boy hit me with a rock in the head and I got really scared. Also I was crying about it. I run away because I think people give me whatever it takes. I know that I ran away because I am so mad and angry and don’t care about my life. I know that if I ran away something going to happen to me. I was making lots bad choices. I help my friend Natasha and she help me.

When I run away, I ran with my friends and I was smoking with my friends and do bad stuff with them. And when I come to Amarica, I stop smoking but one time I did it in school. Since then I never smoke. I did run away because I want negative attention. I feel so mad about run away and also sometimes I careless.

One time we run away and I went to the broken train and it stinks and everywhere is garbage. And there have bad bedrooms, like dirty. We ask for food and sometimes we eat dogs, cooked pigs and owse.



If I chose how supposed to be my life, it going to be easy. But my mom, Oksana never teach me anything. But orphinige give me like consequences like clean toilets and pick up potatoes in the ground . I did run away because I thought I just get freedom. In the orphinige, people don’t care if I run away. But make me so upset and angry or mad.

I will love to be happy for whole my life. In the Amarica, I do run away, too, sometimes. People in Amarica trying to help me over and over. In the orphinige I run away lots times and I get big consequences like scrub floors and also walls and I get so tired all the time. I knew that I run away but I keep run away almost every day.

But I like help people like with my support and also freedom. I hate to be every time run away and get mad at people.

I know I run away it’s my fault that I run away all the time because I get punished every time from people. Sometimes they hit me with stick. I love my family in the Amarica because they are give me support all the time.

In the past I used to run away all the time from orphinge and I went to my friend Natasha (home) and sometimes she don’t want me to stay and I get really mad at her about it because I don’t care less if I get consequences or get punished.

Now I do care punished or consequences. I do care about people who give me life, like Heavenly Father and my support. Make me sad when I run away and I get so mad about it. It’s not right to get mad and get more mad at people who try helping us. I know that I hate to run away but I can fix it all the time and forever.

 

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