They tell me They will Sell my Organs

Emily with her Dad, John, and Grandfather, Bill, the first time they met.

Orphinige kids been mean to me. They told me don’t go to Amarica. Kids from orphinge say that Amarican family take away my organs. I never believe that because that’s my family. not going to take away my organs. But kids say mean things to me, like how I am ugly they also say about my sisters and brother that they not real. And I know I never believe that because I love my family. I knew that I am going to be adopted by Amarican family. They cut my hair very short and they been mean to me because everybody say that I am so angry but really I am not angry.



 

Sometimes I feel it’s not OK say about me like they say how I am so angry. When I came to Amarica I was be happy but I have hard time like try to kill myself or threaten other people or . I know that wrong. But my Dad Amarican he said don’t do this because my Amarican family care about me. Sometimes it’s way be nice to everybody. But in Russia if I stay and don’t go to Amarica then I will probably die. It’s hard for me to focus that I will be OK. I know what happened in the past when I am in the orphinige and when I am in Mama Oksana’s house .

I want help others and help myself. Also it’s not OK be bad. Sometimes the kids in the orphinige, they swear. Also we put on fight like kids all the time fight. I really don’t like it. Because of it I knew my family awesome. All the time I want help to kids like shelter, food, water, support.



I been mean to the orphinge staff and hit them all the time. I really don’t care about it. Sometimes I got so mad because they treat me with not respect or caring. I remember that when my family pick me up from orphinige then I have ripped shoes. When I have it on, when I wear it. Sometimes I feel sad and not OK.

But sometimes I been mean to kids back over then over but I get in big trouble all the time, but some kids not get in trouble at all. I always get trouble but other kids from orphinige always not get trouble but I got so mad about it. Kids keep telling me don’t go to Amarica because your life going to be horrible to you and don’t go at all to Amarica because they will send your organs to people. But I never believe them at all. I do care about Amarican people a lot. Kids from orphinige they told me about my sisters and they don’t love you at all, or my brothers, either.

When I been waiting for my family come back to me I know that I am going to Amarica with them. My Amarican family give me pictures of them about my sisters and brothers and I never give up on them because I love my family forever all the time.



 

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